countin down

3more weeks before my industrial attachment end. It has been half a year since I'm here. Sad to say, I can't wait for this shit to end and I wouldn't miss anything or anyone from the company. I've wasted my time here. sigh. Though the aunties colleague here are very nice to me, but..i just can't wait to get my ass out of this place!Working sucks. At least in sch, I can skipped lessons if I don't feel like going. At least I get to wear what I like and don't have to worry about being too revealing and getting weird stares. I can't wait to wear everything I have in the wardrobe ESP my miniskirts!!YIPEEE..i miss my miniskirts so much. SO sick of my levis jeans.

Christmas coming. So looking forward to it. I fell in love with Christmas in the year I fell in love with him. He made Christmas my favourite festive season because the 1st Christmas I spent with him was so unforgettable. Looking forward to do Christmas shopping for my family and frens though I've did some shopping last fri.

I love shopping alone, but, sometimes, I wished I can have him by my side, shopping happily with me. Sometimes, he seem more like a fren to me than a bf. I'm getting tired of this feeling. I want someone who can keeps me company wheneva I wan and not depending on his mood. I'm tired..I really yearn for someone who bothers to ask about what is happening to my life, my work. He doesn't even know the company which I worked in, or worst, what I actually major in. It really surprised me or shd I say disappointed to realize how little he knows of my life. 4yrs 1 mth n 11 days of r-ship...what a long journey..

My bday's coming..nothing much to look 4ward to. Might have to work on that day. Sigh..