countin down

3more weeks before my industrial attachment end. It has been half a year since I'm here. Sad to say, I can't wait for this shit to end and I wouldn't miss anything or anyone from the company. I've wasted my time here. sigh. Though the aunties colleague here are very nice to me, but..i just can't wait to get my ass out of this place!Working sucks. At least in sch, I can skipped lessons if I don't feel like going. At least I get to wear what I like and don't have to worry about being too revealing and getting weird stares. I can't wait to wear everything I have in the wardrobe ESP my miniskirts!!YIPEEE..i miss my miniskirts so much. SO sick of my levis jeans.

Christmas coming. So looking forward to it. I fell in love with Christmas in the year I fell in love with him. He made Christmas my favourite festive season because the 1st Christmas I spent with him was so unforgettable. Looking forward to do Christmas shopping for my family and frens though I've did some shopping last fri.

I love shopping alone, but, sometimes, I wished I can have him by my side, shopping happily with me. Sometimes, he seem more like a fren to me than a bf. I'm getting tired of this feeling. I want someone who can keeps me company wheneva I wan and not depending on his mood. I'm tired..I really yearn for someone who bothers to ask about what is happening to my life, my work. He doesn't even know the company which I worked in, or worst, what I actually major in. It really surprised me or shd I say disappointed to realize how little he knows of my life. 4yrs 1 mth n 11 days of r-ship...what a long journey..

My bday's coming..nothing much to look 4ward to. Might have to work on that day. Sigh..

Guys' taste r all the same

Went for some army babe semi-finals yest..was held at tekong..was intimidated by the 2000 over army guys..judging from their botak heads, tink most of them r still in bmt..little boys all ard..haha..Well, i'm the oldest participant among the 5 gals..2 were 1986's..2 were 1985's..i'm the oli 1984 lao za bor..hoho..
Let me begin with how all these started..I was in sch busy collect freebies 1day (ya, i'm a cheapskate auntie!haa) and the DJ approach me to participate in this army babe ting. I agreed coz i noe i wun get in (yeh,tt's how low my self-esteem is). Until last wk she called me to informed me i got into the 1st rd, n aft tt she called to inform tt i got into the semi-finals..wat a joke..haha. Kinda regretted goin aft i reach the meeting place, coz was expecting the standards of the semi-finalist to be v low (i'm referring to myself, i was tinkin if the stds were high i wun get in lo..), but i was TOTALLY WRONG. The gals were chio, more chio den i expected. Felt so out of place coz i'm the oli short hair gal down there. I'm not chio, oldest, shortest hair, tallest..i'm juz simply OUT OF PLACE man! 1 of the contestant is MS NUS leh..how to compete with her. But she's nice, pretty n sexy!tt's undeniable.
Of coz as expected, she got the most vote. It was sth like the TAiwan programme show where guys get to vote their dream gal..nv expect myself to b caught in such kinda situation. hee. I got the 3rd least vote (well, i was relieved i'm din had lowest vote n i shall not mention the no. of votes i got)..but the ting was somehow unfair..i din even get to intro myself n the host juz cut me off.. WTF lo..n well, few other gals get to tok much more! PUI PUI PUI.
N i came to the same conclusion i alway hav. GUYS either like super sexy diva, and sweetie pies..n U DEFINITELY MUZ HAV LONG HAIR IN ORDER TO B CALL CHIO.haaa. I'm neither both..N i juz had to console myself tt yest's results were 30% oli..still got 70% which will be determined from voting held on 10 sep at far east (place not confirm!)..i'm gonna lost out again coz my social circle is damn small..i'm a born loser!haha...Nah, it doesn't really matter if i get into finals or not la..i'm juz there for fun!There's better tings for me to do..will look 4ward to my filmin for mediacorp's Rainbow connection tml and mon!
But my day wasn't tt bad yest..i won a mini-fridge fr a lucky draw yest!!wohoo..gonna donate my prize to darling for his room aft he renovate..hee..tink i muz make him buy fr me at a discounted price!$$$$..

1st entry

This is actually my 2nd blog account..haha..coz i din login for quite awhile and i totally 4got the user name n password for the previous acc(blame myself for putting complicated names) so had no choice but to create a new one~
reasons for having this blog:
1. to kp me occupied at my stupid job attachment place or esle i'll b dozing off now n den esp aft lunch *yawnZ
2. to make better use of my digi cam n my polaroid cam to take mORe pic!
3. instead of always browsing strangers' blog, i can spend more time on my own blog now..hee
Guess tt's all for my 1st post..coz i'm gettin lazy again.. ;)